I survived my first week back at work. I do not think I would have made it without the help of my Memaw. She took care of all of us :) We were able to establish a routine and Jackson slept until at least 4:30am each night except Sunday. The real test will be next Monday when we are on our own during the night and early morning hours. We will really miss the extra set of hands and snuggly kisses Memaw gives Jackson. I managed to only cry for a few minutes on the way to work Monday. Pulling out of the drive way it hit me that there were no more mommy filled days to be had. (note: I'm blogging from my phone while my tiny angel sleeps on my chest)
We have two more at home days before Jackson starts his "school". By that I mean we have family coming to stay with him. I know Wednesday will be very hard for me. I am not crazy about leaving him all by himself with strangers. I know he will be well taken care of it just makes me worry he will feel scared. I know... I'm overreacting.
Here's to hoping the next two days creep by. I need all the little man time I can get.
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